Anybody home?

God I really need your help right now.
I'm so sick of this.
I'm sick of not knowing for sure.
Every time I think I know for sure something changes and suddenly I don't know.
I need a little certainty.
It would be really cool if you could like post a big neon sign outside my window with bright flashing lights telling me what I'm supposed to do about this...
Heck I'd be fine with a talking donkey right about now, I just need to know.
I feel like every decision I make is the wrong one.
I don't want to screw this up...
Please Jesus I need you.

Good morning

Hello and good morning blogger people

I filled out my application to go to worship school part time. Well my mom filled it out and I told her what to write because I have the handwriting equivalent to an 8 year old boy. I really should work on that...
I'm ready to just go to worship school now. All of the suspense of not knowing what is going to happen or what its really going to be like is killing me. Plus I'm getting extremely sick of my family...I know thats really bad to say but its true...I'm just ready to leave...

Well I have an interview at Mardel today so I should probably go get ready...later peeps