Let the rain fall down

Wow its been forever since my last post on here. I don't have enough time to catch you up right now but I will soon. The most exciting news is that there has been a new addition to my family...of guitars. Lilly is my new baby, she is a beautiful Mitchell acoustic. That makes 3, its a lot for a single mom but I'm up for the challenge and can't wait until God blesses me with another.

I'm tan! There is another story to my tan that is rather gross and ugly that I won't get into right now but for the most part I am tan and that is all you need to know.

It's raining...and thundering...and my power can't decide if it is going to go out or stay on so it is flickering like crazy...


Well that is all I have time for at the moment as I have to go to the wonderful place that is the jaw doctor *insert boo's here* I will write again soon with a more informative update.

Later yo

This is a blog...You should read it...

Hello fellow bloggers how are you today? I am fine

K so I'm kinda getting bored with these font choices I'm not gonna lie....

Today I made it through the event I have been dreading for about 6 months, graduation, and now that it is over I am indescribably relieved. But also incredibly bummed cuz tomorrow afternoon I am leaving to go Galvestin for like a week for senior trip and will not get to see my wonderful best friend:-( I am trying really hard to be optimistic and try to have fun on this trip (that btw my mother is going on) I'm sure it won't be that bad but I'm not exactly looking forward to it. I can really only take so much of this combination of girls for so long (especially with my mother present) But we will see how this goes. I'm sure I will be posting a lot while I'm there out of boredom so be prepared.

The Outcast conference was a huge success. God did so many amazing things this week and it was incredible. Every night I wanted to just keep going, keep worshipping, keep singing, cuz God is just so awesome I didn't want to stop. It was like a preview of what heaven will be like without the sweat and tireness. I'm so excited to go to heaven like wow.

For some reason I have been burping like a guy lately. I never used to burp ever and then randomly a few months ago they just started coming out. Like my burper was turned off and somehow got activated randomly...hmm...I think I will research that

Well I really should be either packing or sleeping, probably sleeping more than packing cuz that 45 min nap I took on the living room floor today just didn't cut it.

Later dudes

Just one sec

Hey blogger peeps

Well I'm pretty darn tired so this is going to be short. I just felt that I should post a blog in honor of the fact that I am DONE WITH HIGHSCHOOL!!!!!!!!! so ya. Just thought I'd let the world of bloggers know that.


So the Outcast conference is just plain amazing, tomorrow is the last night and I'm so flipping excited but kind of sad because it's almost over. There are just no words to even describe everything that has happened at the conference so far its just like wow. God is good. And that is the understatement of the century.


I'm going to go to sleep now because I'm very exhausted.
Night bloggers

I can think of no title for this...

Sup Bloggers

So I think I'm finally getting the hang of this whole blogger thing...maybe...I've still got a few things to fix but I'm working on it.

Starting today, this week is going to be the craziest, busiest, most insanely chaotic week of my life thus far...I will spare you the details as by the time I finished telling you it would be well into the week and you would probably have a pretty bad brain overload*and we wouldn't want that now would we?*

On another note I have officially FINISHED Worldview 3. I made it! I survived!! I can't believe it I'm still in awe. Now only two more days of class left and I am through with highschool forever! That is very exciting.

Ok well blogger peeps I'm gonna hafta go now because the food is here and if you know me at all you know that where the food is, zuzu will be also.

Later dudes

It's a new day...

You give and take away
You give and take away
My heart will choose to say
Lord, blessed be Your name

Just One of Those Days....

Hi blogger people...
Let me just warn you in advance that this next post will not be a happy one as I am not in the best of moods...so if you are in a good mood and don't want to spoil it I recommend you stop reading now...

So you know how every now and then you just have one of those days where all the little things that have bothered you over the last, however long its been since you've had a breakdown, finally pile up and it only takes one more little thing to go wrong and you totally lose it? Ya so today was that day for me...

I am trying so hard not to be mad and have a bad attitude about my jaw and the fact that I will have to deal with these killer head aches and excruciating jaw pain and popping the rest of my life...But it's so freaking frustrating when you're hungry (and you eat as much and as often as I do) and you can't think of anything to eat that won't hurt your jaw because just opening your jaw and closing it hurts. And it's really depressing to know that even if I went through surgery to fix it, it wouldn't be totally fixed and would be even more painful than what I'm going through now...And it's even more frustrating to know that I am being stupid for getting so worked up about something so small when there are people in the world that are suffering from things like cancer and other life threatening problems and I'm sitting here complaining about head aches and jaw popping.

I keep wondering if God is trying to teach me some kind of lesson through this or something...if so I wanna hurry up and learn it cuz this freaking sucks!!! On top of that I have continued with my track record of failing to do anything right, ever....I know I need to be praising God through this even though I don't feel like it but it's so hard to keep from letting everything get me down and depressed, cuz one thing will go bad and then all I can think about is all the things in my life that suck and drive me insane...
my crazy annoyingly hypocritical parents
my stupid ticket and everything I hafta do for that
my stupid speeding problem that not only gets me screwed but everyone else in the world too
my ghetto rental car that doesn't have cruise control
my jaw that will hurt and pop for the rest of my life (my husband is going to have to really really love me to deal with all the popping my jaw does and not be totally annoyed as well as turned off)
and then of course there is the ever present question of what am I going to do after highschool....

I am so sick of life and all its stupid little problems! I'm sick of not being able to do anything right!

I need you Jesus to come to my rescue
Where else can I go?
There's no other name by which I am saved
Capture me with grace
I will follow you.

Hey blogger peeps
So I really should be either doing homework or sleeping but seeing as to I am on the computer right now, that is just not going to happen so I think I will post a quick blog.

Well I got my cartilage pierced today...FINALLY. FINALLY turned 18 so that I can FINALLY get it done legally and without getting in huge trouble from my parents. I get home and talk to my parents for a good 20 minutes....they don't even notice. Heck why did I not do this months ago? I just keep telling myself that I did the right thing and should be happy about it....but I'm gonna be honest doing the right thing and being a good person kinda sucks sometimes cuz here I am finally 18 and legal and can't even get my stinking belly button pierced cuz it is the summer...sad day....Why couldn't my parents have had me in the freaking winter?!

Ok enough ranting...On another note I am 2 weeks away from being completely and totally 100% done with highschool *commence cheering* So I am excited about that. Just pray that I live through those 2 weeks as they will be very very very very busy and hecktick (is that how you spell that??) and crazy and full of no sleep.

Well my hardcore pain in the butt jaw meds are kicking are kicking in now and I am falling asleep on the keyboard so I will be leaving now. Good night blogger people.