Do you ever look at the way you're acting and get really frustrated at yourself?
Because you know something in your head but for some reason you don't really truly believe it...
why is that?
Why do we have such a hard time fully grasping certain things and believing them with our entire being?
We can know them to be true but it is just knowledge.
Knowing and believing are two very very different things.
So here's a question that has been haunting me for 9 months...
How do you make yourself believe?
You know in your head that something is true, and by this point you've realized that no matter how many times you tell yourself you believe you really don't believe it deep down...
So how do you make yourself believe?
You want to believe it's true with everything in you, but you just have zero faith in the promise.
There is no reason for you to doubt and you know this.
You serve a God who can do ANYTHING, and you know this.
So the fact that you doubt this promise is kind of a contradiction in what you believe about your God if you really think about it.
Because if you REALLY believed that your God can do anything there would be no doubt in your mind that this could happen right?
So why do you doubt?
...Why do I doubt?
If you're reading this and are totally confused and have no idea what I'm talking about, don't worry. These are just the ramblings of an over thinker.
